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Sunday, 12 July 2009

  • A Childhood Dream to be Realized?

    Every little kid has a dream to be something some day, but this kid is trying to attain that dream. As a child I would dream of being a doctor, specifically a surgeon. As I am not sure surgery is where I want to be I am considering the MD! However, I do not want to prescribe drugs for the sniffles the rest of my life. I want to be in labor and delivery! I have been fascinated with labor and delivery since high school and look forward to when I am pregnant and give birth. I know many ideals will leave once I experience this joy and pain myself. However, I am in love with the experience! I love pregnant women and went into Massage Therapy with the intention of working specifically with expectant mothers!! The giving of life, which the creator bestowed the honor of to women, is the most amazing portrayal of beauty I can think of! What a greater a responsibility to create a human being, brith it, and then mold it to be able to walk in the light of their Creator!?!

    With the thoughts of 12 years before being able to see a patient I believe I will start with a Bachelor of Nursing degree. I have prerequisites I need to take before I am able to be admitted to any program. That is good because then if I am not able to do the science part I will know that I was not meant to be in that position. However, I am so in love with the study of the human body that I do not see how I could not do well in this! I will not be able to start an actual program until Nathan figures out where he is going for his PhD program. Once that is finalized then I will start a program for my Bachelor of Nursing degree.

    We also got a puppy!! We waited three years in order to get a dog and LOVE her to death! She has been WONDERFUL!! Honestly she is the best behaved dog I know!! How that happened I have no idea! lol =D We got her in June and she has been a blessing to our home. I have been at the spa for a month now. My body has adjusted to the new schedule, but I am still VERY exhausted! Getting used to it though. Nothing else is really new. Taking life one day at a time. I have been very exhausted, dizzy, and a little sick ever once in a while lately, but I think I just have low blood pressure and my job exerts so much of me. Hopefully it will stop soon b/c it is not fun feeling blah. Like I said...one day at a time!

Saturday, 06 June 2009

  • A Quarter of a Century

    Life has been grand so far at the Spa!! I get to sleep in in the mornings and am learning to live life in flexibility! I love everything about the spa! I cannot say enough about the people I work with and how wonderful they are! I feel as if I have found a new family that cares for me! I love having my classmate skirmante there with me...we have a blast and are in tune with each other as to technique and such so they put us on couples massages whenever possible.

    However, I have more to discuss than the spa at this point... I am 25 years old tomorrow. It seems crazy that I am 25, but at the same time I admire how far God has brought me and how he has provided for me at this young of any age! I laugh as I begin to identify with those who are 30 years old and begin to think they look younger and younger to me! lol =D The thought of a child is very prevalent in my mind turning 25 and realizing that I am closer to 30 than ever. However, I find it interesting that when the subject of children comes up I am continually told I am still so young and not to rush anything. No one said I was rushing anything, but realizing that I am not getting younger and time is not standing still. I am beginning to realize that age is relative ... I will always be young to those who are my parents age. I have noticed though that parents (to my generation) tend to tell their children not to rush things when it comes to children. However... this is also coming from a generation that had their children when they were in their young 20's and barely had anything to claim as their own. I wonder if that memory in their minds is what compels them to tell their children to take their time. Again, I am not in a rush for children, but am realizing a trend in the parents advice and the trend of todays culture to have children in their late 20's early 30's. Just an interesting observation... take from it what you will.

    Back to my quarter of a century. I am reminded of the memories I cherish from my childhood and teen years. Much is thrown in there including great pain, but the funniest part is that I see what that pain made me become as a woman of God and how God has used it to teach me valuable lessons. This past year I have learned how to persevere in a hard position at work, how gracious others can be, the value of close friends, the grace, love, and mercy of parents who long to be like their Savior, everlasting patience of a husband while I go through school and work full time, and how amazing it is to be among unbelievers and learn how to stand out, but invite them in to meet my Savior! I am becoming an Aunt for the first time this fall at age 25 (funny timing). I am not sure that 25 is an age (or right ) of passage yet, but we shall see what comes with the territory. What is in store for me this year? What "surprises" or "blessings" will come upon me unexpectedly this year? How can I grow in my knowledge of Christ this year? How can I serve my Savior better? These questions I long to know the answers for, but anticipate being able to look back on this next year as a memory and seeing those blessings and hardships and how they have made me more like my Savior!

Saturday, 23 May 2009

  • A Weekend of Relaxation

    I spent last week working two jobs! I was working at PBU from 7 am until 4:30 pm ... had private clients on tuesday and wednesday and then worked at the spa on wednesday and thursday. I was supposed to work there friday as well, but ended up totally sick thursday night from overwork and complete exhaustion. My body has finally been coming down from the high stress level it had just been maintaining so it decided to settle in my left shoulder leaving me in writhing pain for two days. I was blessed by an hour and forty five minute massage by one of my beloved professors on Thursday only to make things worse for my shoulder by going and massaging three people after finally being pain free for the first time this week. Not smart, but something I HAD to do for my new job. My body has finally started to let go today and I feel myself starting to relax and adjust to the week I just had. I do not believe I am at the spa this week, which will be nice for my body, but then I begin full time on June 2 and I am not sure how my body will take that. I have my friend Ski from class working at the same spa so I will be trading with her as often as possible (once a week).

    One thing I a noticing is that I was surrounded by professors who are masters of their trade! I have been spoiled with the opportunity to learn from these people! I am praying that I will be able to continue to learn new modalities and take advantage of the relationships that I have created with these amazing people. I desire to be a master of my craft and I do not believe that the spa realm is where I want to end up, but it is a good starting point for me right now. I know the Lord has brought me through so much and has guided my footsteps to come to what I love. I have found my calling I pray that I do not become complacent in what I know and do not strive to learn more to become a master of my craft. Making the transition from learning constantly to applying constantly is going to be difficult, but I just need to adapt.

    I decided in an effort to stop being rational all the time to get my nose pierced. It is nothing big, but just a small studd to represent my change. I have always wanted to get a piercing, but never had to guts to just go and do it! Always thinking about the excuses of why not, but after being rational for so long I decided that turning 25 in June and beginning a new career that I love needed a reward. I was going to do a belly ring, but decided I don't have the belly for it so why not be a cute button nose? lol =D It hurt like crazy when the guy did it, but it doesn't hurt today! Yesterday...just after...it was like a new adventure in pain whenever I smiled or breathed b/c my nose would move! lol =D It got better as the night went on and this morning it is perfectly fine! I have had many different reviews on whether I should do it or not, but decided that I do not live by others rules or thoughts about me...I live by what I hold as truth and value. Nathan likes it and that's all that matters to me!

    Well, I am going to get back to relaxing with family at the James B&B in Jersey. Have a great holiday weekend and enjoy the wonderful summer weather, which I am doing on the back porch! May you see Christ in your life today and be aware of His blessings in your life!

Monday, 04 May 2009

  • Movin' and a Groovin'

    Things are moving and grooving around the Jumper house! Nathan finishes all of his things today, with the exception of his Piano Jury on the 13th. He is gearing up to go full bore into his thesis for the summer after next week! Long days with his nose in books and being in the library! I know it doesn't mean he won't make time to do fun things over the summer, but he is very dedicated to get it done this summer so he can send off final excerpts to potential doctoral programs by December. We have so much going on already for our summer it is insane! We have begun seriously searching for a bigger apartment (with the help of a realtor). We have seen three apartments so far and have not been impressed so we continue to search. We figure if we are paying a small mortgage in order to have two bedrooms and two bathrooms then we are gonna get picky ( I think with reason). We have two places we are going to look at this week and they are on the top of our list of perspective places to live, so I am excited!!

    I would love to tell you we have narrowed nathan's perspective schools to three, but they continue to be rotated depending on who he is talking to. I know the top three are University of Chicago, Princeton, and University of Virginia. I have an idea as to where we might end up, but he could talk to someone else and have another school thrown in the mix of all of that. I have been praying that God would make his decision of where he wants us to go so clear we cannot miss it. Nathan worries that he will get in to more than one of this choice schools and then have to decide and he is not sure he would know where to go. This process will be more intense this fall as he begins to apply and we begin to go looking at these schools. I would greatly appreciate continued prayer as Nathan nears the end of his two programs this next school year and begins the journey into the doctoral realm.

    Life has gotten "easier" ( I would definately not say less busy!) since I ended my classes on April 23rd. I have begun to have more clients, which has been exciting (hence the bigger apartment)! Lots of things are going to be changing in the next month and I will keep you updated as those changes happen. They are exciting changes and will propel us forward in making more money to be able to move on in life. God has been blessing us at every turn and it has been awesome to see how he has been providing for us along the way.

    I have been reading "YOU: The Owner's Manual: An Insider's Guide to the Body that Will Make You Healthier and Younger" by Dr. Michael F. Roizen and Dr. Mehmet C. Oz. This has been a great oarallel text for me since Physiology, Pathology, and Anatomy classes! They talk about everything that I have learned about the body physically, but how to keep that healthy and young!  There is so much useful information in this book that I would have to do a chapter by chapter review of the highlights, which would take forever b/c it is such a large book. I would encourage you to get this book or borrow it from someone. I have a copy and have been underlining and marking things that I can tell clients that will improve their health. We were challeneged in Kinesiology class to try and read an hour a day in our field to further our education. That way we will continue to learn and improve ourselves for the betterment of our practice and for our clients. I have tried to take that challenge seriously and therefore began reading this book. It is not a boring read by any means. They have quite the sense of humor throughout the whole book and you laugh through the chapters because they are candid with what we as humans need and how we function (which can be humorous at times!).

    That is all from the Jumper house for now. When changes begin to happen I will make sure to let you know!

Thursday, 23 April 2009

  • The Ups and Downs of Life

    Tonight is my last class in Massage Therapy! WOW! Has it been a year already!?! It was a long hall, but I feel as if it went by so quickly! I think the fact that my haven is coming to an end is making me cranky. I have not been myself this week. I have been short and not people friendly, which it totally unlike me. I know it is stress time at work, but I don't feel like that's it. I have been reflecting on the amazing friends I have acquired at Massage School and wondering how my life is going to be without seeing them twice a week! God has graciously allowed me to take this one year intense course and has given me opportunities to show and share my faith openly with my classmates. It has been an amazing place to go to get away from my stress at work, open my mind to new things (with a Biblical perspective and filter always), and learn with passionate people! I know the learning is not over b/c in order to stay Nationally Certified I have to take a certain amount of Continuing Education courses each year. But this is my last class with MY class. The people I have laughed with, comforted in their pain, prayed over and with, learned with, and experienced a whole new thing with! I can never replace that and am having a hard time "letting go" of wanting that to continue for a long time. We have become such a close knit group that we call each other and text each other outside of class and go to different jewelry or candle lite parties together. These people have been a blessing in my life. It has made me grow and learn how to project my faith to those who do not believe, but are curious. I have seen how they accept me and my beliefs for what they are and continue to love me and ask questions about my faith. I thank God for these people and for the opportunity to grow and learn! It has been AMAZING!

    I have been sort of grouchy this week. I think part of that is being attributed to me having to realize that this journey is over as far as class goes. The other part is a combination of figuring out what to do with apartments, what to do with my growing client base, and what to do with massage this summer. Nathan has given me the go ahead to go into it full time b/c he knows I am not happy where I am. We have still been wondering where family comes into play in all this. Sometimes I wonder if I will be 30 and just giving birth to our first child. I don't think that will be the case, but sometimes that's what it feels like with nathan going into doctoral work and me heading out to be an entrepreneur! Oye. Life can be crazy! Nothing new there though. Ok..well I could ramble on, but I will let you go! Thanks for tuning in!

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